Thursday, January 19, 2012

Park Hill Cemetery

I don’t know how to tell you this but
I haven’t forgotten about the azaleas
We’re all getting a little bit too old
To carry on this way – we keep getting older, see.
Better-looking than normal, I daresay –
I told someone that I barely remembered it but of course
That wasn’t true and it’s easier to see that from here. I think
I’d like to give you a call and pretend to be someone with an investment in
Material wealth because we’re sure that would be beneficial. You’d have to bite your tongue.
We’re developing liver spots on our hands. Our ears keep growing.
Eat your heart out, Amy Adams –
You’re much too generic for the coming attraction,
Which features 8.4 million women sans padded bras.
I like people who like to talk about ducks, naturally. One of the women
Has a few things to say about prohibition but the men are mostly concerned about how
One day they look quite normal-sized and the next they’re old,
And somewhat small –
Do you know what they’re talking about?
Our ears just keep growing, don’t they. Well of course we could
Drop by the hospital if you’re worried about being alone but the staff
Should know what to look for. Thank God there isn’t anything to
See here at Pebble Beach, what with the lights-camera-action atmosphere and
All the women in their bras. 
I have a story or two that needs to be written down but I can’t make you
Responsible for that because you’ve got January and February, you know,
To catch a glimpse of the androgynous boy down the street.

George

When I was younger I
had a lot of things to say
about laws concerning cigarette smoke
even though yesterday, I saw a pregnant
lady smoking a cigarette or maybe she
was just sort of fat, I don’t know but I saw her
and I laughed my ass off, I really did. People are so stupid
but I can’t say much, I forgot to
call my mother today and she’s going deaf and all.
Her dog is deaf too
I should call her more often
even though I hate repeating myself. My neighbor George
is always watering his grass – I can’t imagine
his grass needs all that much water.
One time, George got stung by
a bee and went into anaphylactic shock and I saved his life
but no one made a big damn deal
about it or anything. The next day, I met
an old boyfriend for a drink just to see
if he still blinks the whole time you’re talking to him. 

Wallace Rd

The children in the neighborhood
Rarely see each other. They are
Picked up at the buses
And they play inside. In the pond, some of the fish
Have died – it was too hot. 3204 Wallace Rd watches
Their white, swollen bodies bob  listlessly
In the green water
Because his grandmother has forgotten his name.
He still reminds her but soon he will stop. 3211 watches him
Watch the fish and imagines taking him a folding chair but she doesn’t.
She hates death and it doesn’t grow on you
Like Carole King does –
It’s ugly and it’s never not ugly. She will go
To school tomorrow with new, unwelcome realities:
Her parents naked,
Too loud,
And a boy who is not quite young enough anymore
To roll with the punches.